December, again

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time of loss.
those faces I loved, those smiles I needed are gone.

in December.

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the snow came and covered those heads...let them hide from me.
whiteness is everywhere.

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I run, try to find them, I can't.
the gentle wind and coldness is arriving.

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I lit the candle..the red petals are becoming visible in the ground..is it a rose that never came to be?

is it my dream that got lost?
answer me!​

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I scream.

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the air is silent and cold.

the candle is still miraculously burning..touching  the ground, but the life in it doesn't want to leave me. It is my friend. it knows I need a friend in the darkness that approaches me.

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the sun is leaving,..the first glimpses of night are here.

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I miss you my light, I miss you my Evgenija.